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2011
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Some people are pro-love in the same way drug addicts are pro-drug. New love produces the same cocktail of neurochemicals as potent drugs, and those players keep seeking the next new high from “love.” In these cases, “love” is more about seeking their own pleasure than truly loving and giving to another person. Certainly they [...]
2011
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Dec
Friday, March 13, 2009 C: Others have felt and will feel what we have now, and that does not mean that ours is in any way generic. C: Each great love is like a flower in the universe, and just as a beautiful meadow contains hundreds, thousands, even millions of beautiful and unique flowers, so [...]
2011
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Nov
Saturday, February 21, 2009 H: I feel like… I’m just content to be, nowadays, though I do feel a little anxious to talk to you. C: Anxious in a good way I hope? :D H: Yes, but I try not to let it consume me. H: I was thinking of a mirror analogy this morning, [...]
2011
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Nov
Thursday, February 19, 2009 C: It sounds like you’re beginning to find closure on a long cycle. H: I’m not very good at that. If the past is a book that’s already been written, then I tend to keep going back and re-reading the pages. C: Write a new chapter. :) H: Uh huh. That [...]
2011
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Nov
Okay, here goes part 1. My ideas on how to make a man fall in love with you without sex. Or… just theories for how men tend to fall in love. The guys can tell me if these theories are completely BS. 1) The first is obvious. Gorgeous good looks. Hot body. Beautiful face. Luscious [...]
2011
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Nov
This is something I had written as an ideal to aspire to. I have been failing at being accepting more than usual lately, and this serves as a fresh reminder. In the most commonly used definition, to accept means to approve, to consent, or to react to something in a positive manner. To accept an [...]
2011
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Nov
The 20s are formative years during which people are choosing life paths. People come together and drift apart. The bonds formed can be strong, or they can be more transient, as people are still discovering themselves and forging their adult identities. I know a number of men and women in their 20s. A lot of [...]
2011
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Nov
It’s been a while since I’ve wanted to be here. I thought this was going to be a good year, and in some ways it has been good. But in other ways it’s been terrible. Maybe I’m paying a karmic debt. Maybe it’s just bad luck. But here I am, nearly 10 months after our [...]
2011
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Jun
I had another waking dream tonight. In “real” time, it did not last very long. But in my subjective, perceived perspective, it lasted a very long time. How should I explain what I have experienced aside from an analogy with the movie Inception? It’s difficult to describe this… spiritual dream. I was having these experiences, [...]
2011
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May
Last night I had the unprecedented experience of feeling drunk while not having had anything alcoholic to drink. My husband drank a fair bit, and he also took sleeping pills. We showered and went to bed, and we made love. I had a crazy, mind-blowing orgasm that left me gasping, screaming, laughing and crying at [...]